A letter to Andy / Grandma Tessier (Grandmother) Dear Andy,
This is a very sad day indeed. Everyone is feeling the pain of losing you and it's showing tremendously. I don't think that pain will ever go away. Right now my heart feels like it wants to burst from sadness, and I'm finding it difficult to stop the tears from flowing as I write this letter. My heart very heavy and I'm wishing that we could go back in time and changes all the events that took place three years ago today, but my mind is trying to be rational and hold on to common sense.
Since you left our family has slowly started falling apart and there's nothing I can do to fix it. I need some help from you my pet. I thought that losing someone like you who was so important in our life that the family would have realize how important life is, but instead they're building a wall in their hearts so high and so dark that no one can enter and they can't see the light at the other end of the tunnel. Maybe if you work with me we can try to create a hole in that wall so the family can see that the sun still shines once in awhile, and that it's okay to smile and be happy every now and then.
I do have some good news though, James is going to be a dad again so that will be three kids for him. I hope he has a beautiful little girl this time as it would be a nice family for him. Sayd and Jayden are doing very well and are growing like bad weeds. Sayd not only walks, but he runs all over the place, and Jayden is crawling now and I think he'll be walking very soon. Your mom and dad spoil them rotten, but they are so cute you can't help but spoil them. Your dad finds Jayden looks a lot like you, and when the boys are together they remind him of you and your brother.
Anyway Andy, I hope you know that we love and miss you terribly. Life without you has changed us forever, and unfortunately there's no going back. I will keep you tucked away in my heart for as long as I live. So until we meet again I'm sending you lots of hugs and kisses from all of us. Say hi to God for me, and to all the family members who are up there with you.
Love...Grandma XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Happy Birthday Andy / Shannon Tessier (Grandma)
Happy Birthday Andy
I wish you could be here celebrating this wonderful milestone of your life with us. Instead we are always wondering about what you'd be like, or how handsome you would be now. We know you'd have a girlfriend, but would you be wanting to marry, or would you have children. If you were working, what type of career would you have chosen to become...a mechanic, a welder, or with your good looks perhaps a male model. Anyway the questions about you go on and on and all we can do is wonder. As a 20 year old you would be out of your teen years and becoming a man, and a handsome one at that I'm sure. Unfortunately, we will always wonder how you life could have been, but right now you will always have eternal youth because in my mind and in my heart I can only see you as being 17.
If there is a heaven, and I believe there is, I hope you are having a great birthday celebrating with Aunt Lena, your great-grandparents, your great aunts and uncles, your uncle Raymond and your uncle Richard, you cousins Shelly, Pat and Micheal, and all the other angels who love you as much as we do.
I love and miss you my pet, but I know some day I will see you again. So enjoy your birthday and tell everyone I love and miss them to.
Special hugs coming your way my pet. Love you forever! Grandma
MY LETTER TO HEAVEN / Shannon Tessier (Grandma)
Dear Andy,
I miss you terribly and there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I visit with you as much as can, and I never pass up an opportunity to get to the cemetery. When you left us you left a huge hole in our heart that can never be filled, and it constantly aches to have you back. I love you with all my heart Andy, and I always will whether you are here or not. I found this poem that reminded me of you so I thought I would I would add it to your site. It says a lot about how we feel since losing you.
I'll love you forever Andy, Big Hugs...Grandma
MY LETTER TO HEAVEN
I would like to send a letter to heaven and address it to the one I love. My child has left this world, to be with the Lord above.
I would tell him that I love him, and that I miss his loving touch. I would say we’re lost without him and we miss him - - oh so much.
I would ask if he could visit, if we promised not to cry. Maybe one more time to see him We forgot to say "Good-bye."
We will try to control our emotions we truly feel we could. So please - - we need a visit. We promise we'll be good.
It is so hard, we miss him. Oh Lord, this feeling is the worst. We know you gave him to us, yes, we know you had him first.
But you called him prematurely, I'm sorry I question your will. I know you have your reasons but Lord - - I miss him still.
If you'd only make an exception please consider what we plea. It is so hard accepting that our son - - We will never see.
Oh baby I write you this letter with all the love there is to be had. Because it's just not me who's hurting there's your brother and your dad.
We need so much to see you, then we'll try to let you rest. But if not in this world, baby, then we'll see you in the next.
So I’m sending a letter to heaven, and pray you hear my plea. But if the answer is not what I’m asking -- Lord come and rescue me! (Paula Osipovitch) (Copyright c.1998)
how are you doing?? I have been thinking about you a lot lately. Wondering what you would be up to if you were here on earth. How is heaven? Is it a nice place? I am glad you have company there because it would break my heart even more if you were alone. I miss you tons. wish you were here. Love you hun.
a note to my first kiss / Brandy Chevrier (caring friend ) hey andy hows it goin up there.. hope they treat you good cause if not ill have to kick some butt when i get there :) i miss ya buddy.. i just want you to know you made my life so much better by telling me to hold my head up high and to keep smiling no matter what anyone said. thank you for my first kiss babe... thank you for my first awsome expierence on a skidoo... havnt been on one since... you were the first guys house i ever stayed at... lol we had some really good long chats those nights.... i remember you would play our song over and over and over again when i was there or when we were on the phone. "put it on me , by ja rule featuring nivea" .... im so very glad i met you andy cause if i didnt i would never have known what it was to feal so loved by someone... you touched my heart deeply... i dont know if your parents remember who iam but if they dont iam kevin chevriers daughter :) ... but andy i just want you to know that i wished i lived in the same area as u did so i could have seen you everyday like everyone else... hopefully i will see you again hun!!! i lookes at one of your pictures on here and saw that u were sitting with a little girl name mckayla and it was weird because i have a daughter named mikaylah now , shes almost 3 years old... i wish you could see her... anyways babi luv i will let you go for now and keep remembering that your in my thoughts and will always have a place in my heart.... xoxoxo
ps : i still have the ring and the car tin you gave it to me in... it was the nascar tin you got with chocolates in it :) miss you hun and i still wear the ring everyday... xoxox :)
I miss you a lot. I wish you were here with us today. But since you are not, I hope you are happy in heaven. You are and always will be a big part of my life. Even though GOD took you from us, I am sure he had his reasons. I dont quite understand them, but GOD knows best. You have touched so many lives on earth, and keep touching them as we remmeber you. I miss you alot. Love you Andrew.
I miss you / Grandma Tessier (Grandma) Hi Andy, Grandma just wanted to let you know how much I miss you and to wish you a Merry Christmas. Things are getting a little better for everyone, but we will never stop missing you and wishing you were here. I guess by now you've met your Great-grandparents and aunts and uncles that you didn't know. I'm sure they welcomed you with open arms as I know they know how special you are to all of us down here. I hope you liked your special tree that everyone made you. Your mom and dad take good care of it and make sure it is all fixed up for you every year. This year they even put lights in it, and it was just beautiful. Grandpa and I along with Keisha and my friend went to see it and it was the only tree there that had bright, beautiful lights. You deserve something special because you are special, very special. We are having a supper tonight with the rest of the family, and even though you can't be with us I want you to know you will always be in my heart. Say hi to everyone for me and let them all know that I love and me them too. I love you Andy and I always will. Take care and I'll talk to you again later. Until we meet again. Love and hugs....Grandma
Happy Birthday my Pet! / Shannon Tessier (Grandma)
Happy Birthday
Andy
I hope you had a wonderful day yesterday, and partied with the rest of the family who's up there with you. I really missed you being here for your birthday. Grandpa and I went to the cemetery and sang happy birthday to you. I hope you saw us. I'm sorry for crying so much, but I would have rathered sang happy birthday to you instead of to a marker. I'm so sorry my pet....I really wish I could have helped you. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for not being there for you when you needed me the most, and I want you to know that I would give anything to have that day over again. I will love you forever Andy and I will never, ever forget you.
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